Monday, July 18, 2011

Tersedar...

pengalaman ke Floria, Putrajaya telah menyedarkanku kmbli...pengalaman hmpir2 pitam  di tngh2 jalan...tme cuaca panas terik...kinda give me a warning...rehat itu...PERLU!!!...

i guess i've been forcing myself too much dis few weeks dat i forgot to rest..dat i forgot dat my condition is still unstable...

bila mne kpla tbe2 rse pening smacam...i'm losing my sight...dunia terasa gelap gelita seketika...jantung seakan2 terhenti...sesak nafas sgt2...bdn trse sgt lemah...smpai membuatkanku trus terduduk...dan hanye rse takut sgt2 yg ade dlm hti...sgt2 lah bgi pengajaran...i'm still not normal like  others...i can't push myself too much...

owh...mse...perlu kate terlalu cepat atau terlalu lmbat??...dh 4 bulan disahkn sembuh...tpi keadaan still unstable...when can i be like others??...having nothing to worried about...hrmm...

but then nvm...hanye tggal 2 mggu sje lgi utk praktikal...dan lpas tue...hrap nyer leh lah berehat sepenuh nyer...mencri kembali kesihatan yg hilang ntah ke mne...

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